mabe some tots need to settle in ur brain for it to get use to b4 its being carried out by urself or b4 sum1 else carries out the verdict.
regardless.. whether its u or sum1 else who carries it out, the outcome wud still b the same. bcoz u will recall and miss and the future knowing of a new partner is gona make u feel a stab in ur heart.
so how shud it b now then??