hmmm.. its unfair.... is it not??? i duno....
y y y so many ppl going to UK... i mean seriously some haf no brains anen they go to inti anen they get to twin to aussie or UK.... i mean i tink some hafta take an extra yr...but take another extra yr in UK ..so niceeeeeeeeeeeee..................
two ways u can get to study in UK
a) no brains..but plenty of money
b) full of brains....not enuff money...get a scholarship...or a loan
the onli reason y i m doing sum fully local course....is that i dun hav both...no brains....no money...sigh.... unfair eh...u c all those ex-lodgians having fun in UK.."while studying"....
i mean if u're an ex-lodgian and u end up over seas its acceptable..i mean where can they go...and they're rich so might as well go sum whr expensive...its not like they wanan bring their money wif them into their grave.....
but those in goverment skools....st3..green road...kch high...sigh...i also wanna go....
no i m not blaming God coz i hav no brains and not rich.....
aiyer duno wad i m tinking now....
maybe more depress coz my laptop is being fixed...and when i went home on fri aft my melaka industrial training, my vista tv was GONE.... i tot sum1 rob my vista..but onli the tv was gone...then my housemate told me on msn that it rosak..hafta fix.... tink!!...nth to study...nth to do..no comp..no tv...in vista from sat to fri morn... till my sis and relatives come over for my cuz's wedding...ahHhHHh... i can't live wifout tv....rephrase...i can;t live wifout tv on a non-imu studying day....dying....ahhh so depressing....in laura's house now using her labtop b4 she leaves for kch wif ee fen tomolo..ahhh so nice....homesick =(
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industrial training is OVERRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!
i din tink i wud do anything more embarassing then the ones i mentioned in my previous entry..but i did...and it was the WORST!!....
mr alain the supervisor, was busy so we sorta had to wait for him for awhile....bored ma...then me there trying to feel for chia woon's pulse from her wrist....like a chinese singse...tabib bah...then still close my eyes...trying to find her pulse....like very pro..anen when i open my eyes..then alain was there..ahhhhhhh..so embarassing..i seriously tot he wanted to laff...OMG!!! he did wanna laff but suppress it.....aiyo siaw li..tenk gudness that was all....
din score that well for the evaluation coz i guess i did point out that i wasn't into bcuming a industrial pharmacist...so i guess thats y i onli got 2 for one of the criteria..but i can't help not being interested in being an industrial pharmacist...BUT...stupid me cud hav at least PRETEND...oh well..nvm ler...it onli contributes a few percent...i guess...
but really the whole industrial ting was a gud experience i guess....sometimes now i can still imagine the smell of the production area..uek..stinks...not the shit stinky smell..more of the super clean...detergent...antiseptic sorta smell....uek...
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will post up a few pictures from the melaka trip when my sickening labtop is fixed..hopefully soon..since i'm so free then i'll probably call the computer fixing ppl everyday to bug them...i'm so bored...i borrowed 3 books from pris..ok i took from pris;s room..she was off in bintuku for the weekend.....i read half a book oledi in a night..so fast...hmph...y can;t i read lecture notes this fast.....sigh....
if onli i was rich enuff i'll fly back on sat morn then come back on fri wif my sis....IF ONLI....
sigh...desperately wan to "smell" kch air....
got my result slip todai...i mean i noe i oledi pass so dun plan to open it.... maybe on my way back to kch in the plan...50 feet or whatever feet off the ground....or maybe at home in kch..i duno....maybe not opening it at all....hm....i duno ...???????