freaking stressed out type of bored...

aHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...stress ah!!!!! aHhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! one more week to EOS.... ah.y do we have to have exams???...WHY!!!???? i promise i will study even if there was no exams....hehehehe... ya bah i will ;P

its so stress...and now i m having my everyday stress out type of bored..... my life is so boring now that the most interesting thing everyday is... FOOD...look forward to c wads the food from the cater.. so sad rite....uek damn sad.... rice 2 vege 1 meat/chicken and soup.... i save the soup for later of the night... smth to look 4ward to... happily make hot in the microwave anen drink n study...anen one night... i drink then eeeeeeeeeeeee.....y so smth wrong...like not bitter but abit..not sour but abit...apa tu!! then to realise that its bittergourd soup..yuck!!!!...then throw away laaaaaaaaa.....

1st n last bittergourd soup...in my life

hmm...i keep eating so much everyday.. getting sooooooo fat....ahhh i need exercise... =(

i dun eat breakfast..still sleeping...anen eat lunch when i wake up...then eat erm...teaa...eat left overs of whatever is left of whatever ever...anen eat dinner...then after a while drink soup anen after dat...supper....eat dim sum or pau...or go the ame's house and parasite on whatever is there...shit... i'll b so huge..my bones can't support my body then at the end i need a wheel chair....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...then no bf or husband then who's gonna push the chair...WHO???

tea....tea time food...

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if this is called "tingkat"..i mean in malay i tink...then what is this called in english???

any1 noes??

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Angry, sad, disappointed

U hav a fren leaving imu….a fren u consider a close 1…..u try to spend time with her bcoz she is leaving soon…but of coz ur timetable don’t always allow u 2..but u try ur best of coz….
U noe she is leaving tomolo….u try study as much as u can in the morning bcoz u noe u want to spend time with her tonite…coz its her last nite here….u noe u won’t b seeing her anytime soon…coz when she flys off to UK in july..u wun b in KL..so anyways…while studying u msg her to ask her whether she’ll b at home tonite..though assuming she wud b but of coz tinking maybe she has plans to go out for dinner or smth….she reply saying that she left with her dad…not coming back, flying tomolo..says she’s sorry she din say gud bye….and at that moment… u r filled with sadness…anger…disappointment…. Tears feel like coming out..but of coz its still controllable..supressed…
Even though u guys always say that u guys will meet up next time or…when either 1 gets married u would invite each other…but deep down u noe that 10 years down the road….u guys might b too bz to rem all this minute details…. so in ur mind u tink n feel that u won’t c her again…u won’t hear her voice again b’coz u dun really like to talk on the phone….sigh…nvr again will u c her except of coz just frenster ….and things are made worst when u din get to say gud bye to her at all…din get to giv her the last hug and just cry buckets….
Then u study as u usually do…forgetting all that happen..anen once in a while when u look at ur phone u will b reminded of the msg received….anen u feel sad all over again…
U go back home…to blog about how u feel…with no attempt to make her feel guilty because she does read ur blog…with a lil attempt to show that u r disappointed….
U do not want her to call after she read ur blog because u noe u wudn;t b able to hold back ur tears anen when u start talking while crying u will sound awful….
But no matter what, u noe in ur heart, u will cherish all the happy times and all the silly things that u guys did together with ame and the rest…
Time will pass by very quickily..faster than u can imagine but u noe for sure that no matter how far apart, she will always have a place in ur heart…

Gud bye DaPhNiEeEeEee…. *hugz*…

Just b’coz its ur b’day, it doesn’t mean it CAN’T b a BAD DAY….

Super delayed post….coz busy…and coz internet line in my room just DIED….uek….

Anyways, had d 2nd day of hospital attachment on my b’day..some hospital in klang.had to wake up at 6am…YES 6AM…..wad to do, only got transport at that time of the day…anyways..as the title suggest..yes the day wasn;t a cheerful 1… just coz ur born that day… so WAD… no guarantees that it’ll b a great day..but of coz u wake up nice n fresh thinking…”I was born todai…*smiles*”…but so wad…sum1 can ruin ruin ur day OR u just tink nth will go wrong coz its ur bday…..sigh..wrong concept ok ppl…

Number 1
Screwed up my dispensing evaluation… I guess I just cudn;t b bothered that time…to write the order of what to say….all I cud think of was impromptu ..chin chai la…full of confidence bah..coz my mock OSCE..went quite well…so I tot…this thin kacang putih la…but ire ally din c n check all the details..how to use eye drop…how to apply eye ointment…I noe it..but I just din tink about it…thus simply dispense…ahhh everything just screwed up…. I guess I deserve that stupid low marks…..but I noe I can do better…feels so like the extemporaneous dispensing thing for powders…its like I knew how to do it but I just din do it rite….and I really wanna repeat it not for the marks… I just wanna prove to myself that I really can do it..ok whatever!....its over…what the heck…lifes gotta go on..not gonna mourn about this…I guess make more scared for the real OSCE….good also lerrrrrrrrrr…………

Number 2
Lost my hp pouch..with money inside…heng chai I took my IC out the night b4..if not…tiam”ness”…. Gud thing I din lose my hp…but the whole hp pouch lost thing dun really make sense…not gona go into detail about it…too lz….in short…X-files….

Number 3
After a horrible dispensing “session”….n 40 bucks poorer….came back from the hospital…getting the lift…saw a lil boy wif his maid and his ah ma…. Look like Iranians or smth…..whatever..the maid looks local but she can speak their language though….lift came…every1 got in…..as the lift door was about to close…then the silly kid pressed the open button..and he kept pressing n pressing..he freaking din wanan door to close!!!1..anen his maid was there trying hard to pull him away….duno y also like no energy kah her…she just cudnt pull him anen he was crying…OMG!!! I seriously wanted to slap and scream at the boy…I was so close to doing it really…but then I was too tired really…slept so lil the night b4 studying GI….all I wanted was to sleep k..so just walk out of the lift…then aft duno how long the lift door close…then I had to wait for another lift…talk about wasting time..uek…stupid kid!! Wana kick him man…dun giv a damn if he’s a kid….
“seh kia tu mai pang koi rite?”….so wad ;P

Yar that’s about all the soiness I had on my b’day….
But all in all…at least the night b4 and the following days….sorta compensate for all that rubbish that happened…lets c…

Tuesday nite….daphne Amelia Adeline ben pris came over to pass me a present…it was quick..and ben was so damn anxious to leave….him n his endocrine test….

On tues, my housemate msg me saying that its my b’day todai and asking what to buy or smth smth…ehhehe..he sent to wrong msg ler…he was suppose to sent it to my other housemate….so I msg him and told him my bday is tomolo as in Wednesday…then he replied saying that he was talking about another Michele…so fake..but it was funny…;P
Anyways at 12am sharp they brought a cake to my room….coffee cake…so nice =) I guess they choose coffee coz I can’t stop drinking coffee hehehe..

coffee cake!

On thurs nite…laura brought us to a place called souled out to celebrate me n bee lian’s b’day…nice place…though belated celebration but it’s the tot that counts…nice food..nice company…
The ppl there made us wear some old b’day hat…and I look like I got leukaemia…and I look so fat!!!...gosh…diet plan shud start soon… *fingers cross*
Got a cake 2…yummy...

On Sunday nite, went to midvalley with CSS to celebrate me and nikki’s bday and also sort of a farewell dinner for daphne….had another cake 2 =)

Therefore, 4 cakes this yr..plusing the one ruby them all celebrated with me and eugenie…a few weeks ago……

where to heck is eva..y isn;t she in the pic???

....ahem…i had 4 wishes…4 FREE wishes….nice….so many rite…at least can compensate for just having 1 cake last year....and 1st time away from home during my bday with no family to celebrate with…so it was nice….
More presents also this yr….i love presents…=)…who doesn’t!
Tenkiuk every1 =)