Friday, February 27, 2009

Versus-es

Priorities VS options

Importance VS not-so-important

Finals VS holidays

Present VS future

Hopes VS disappointments

Laughter VS sadness

Rolling in shit VS IN shit

Broken glass mug VS perfect mug

Broken mug VS mug-less

This VS that

Then VS now

There VS here

Sighing VS kissing

Sleeping VS studying

PCP VS sleep

Maggie VS food

Coffee VS -nothing-

Life is a matter of choice huh.

All the WHATEVER-ness in the world is in my life.

My life is in a real M E S S.
*imagines multicoloured tangled ballssss of knitting strings*

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

No.. i dun discriminate smokers.

Went out for lunch..
Then saw a bunch of doctors from s’ban..
Smoking away after lunch…
I was like ‘shessh!’
I felt like lighting 2 cigarettes and stuffing them into each of their nostrils….
Yar go ahead n puff till u die.
Duno.. dats wad I tot then n there..
No I m not discriminating smokers..
I just dun get it.. doctors...n.. pharmacist...
Its not like u’re any lay person..
Every single system.. cvs… renal.. respi.. bla bla.. risk factor – smoking, risk factor – smoking

Maybe i dun smoke.. so I dun get the addiction…
And how it de-stresses u..
Hmm… no.. not discriminating..
i actually like the after smell on my clothes...

But does smoking really make u feel better?
According to yeoh peng nam.. it works at the beginning only.. anen ur threshold increases anen u need to smoke more n more n more..
Yar anen I’ll b seeing u in the bed at the ward… BHT titled Acute Exacerbation of Chronic Obstructive Airway Disease (AECOAD) .. n u wud b so happy.. coz u c a familiar face.. =) or maybe not.. ur face will b so crowded by that huge face mask supplying u 5L/min oxygen u cant even c me.. well too bad.
Gosh I sound so bitchy.
Me.. bithcy.. nth new. ;P

Sunday, February 22, 2009

speechless.

unexpected.
a new glass mug.
a new beginning?
a new meaning?
i noe u guys wil thr for me no matter wad.
tenks so much for the mug.
it really means alot to me.
Hugz.
i nvr say much
not coz i dun wan 2
not b'coz i prefer to tell sum1 else
i just dun wanna disappoint my two best frens... AGAIN.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Me is so the very busy.

CNY ended a week ago. had a really nice time. best CNY ever. mini-reunion. nice.

[EVA TAN, u were suppose to b in this picture!]


back to reality. back to IMU. back to seremban. back to PCP, diarys and long cases.
back to pissiness. back to vista.

pissiness. hurt. all mixed into 1.
pissy for a day. putting words into my mouth. how totful of u. think of a better accusation next time. but who cares. real friends noe i wun say dat. so go ahead and make urself look like a clown.
pissiness for a day ONLI. coz that was the last day u were called friend to me. not pissy anymore coz i dun get pissed off at strangers. sori.

seremban. 'issues' bout pots and pans. hhehee such utter absurd-ness. stunn. nvr knew how any1 can make a fuss outa pots n pans. can i like write out a proposal to crazy frog, titled '15 reasons y u shud dump hitler?'. gosh, is 15 reasons enuff coz love is blind. hitler, nvr ever fail to piss me off every single seremban week. HAIL HITLER!

been bz. bz. bz. gona b bz till finals in early april.
bz bz bz bz bz bz bz bz bz bz bz bz bz bz.
too bz to keep in touch. kinda.
but nvr to bz to sleep n sleep n sleep... and snoozing my alarm n re-setting the alarm half asleep.
=(

time passes by so quickily. sumtimes its so scary. (does dat rhyme?)
so many things are so uncertain. this n that.

classic advice: follow the flow.

hm.. welcome to L-I-F-E.