I GRADUATED :)

kekeke.. after 4 yrs of misery... I GRADUATED!! *bow* *bow*
when i got to my seat after i got the 'cert.' i teared..
not coz i was sad.. but coz i finally made it.. after so long..
i wun say i pass wif flying colours.. but i PASS.. and noone givs a shit the grades i got coz I GRADUATED AND I'M A PHARMACIST... and u can go ahead and ask me my future pay *gRiNs* any1? ;P

at the moment ting.

previously i tot it felt just the same as a yr ago..
but then now...
it doesnt feel so much like it..
i mean the 'impact' isnt that great anymore..
i use to be able to feel the position of my heart.. and feel the pit of my stomach..
but now i dun..... not even a fraction of a second..
i guess i'm DESENSITISED oledi..
got use to it already i guess..

its hard for others to comprehend such a situation.. such a triangle..
either that or i'm just cheating myself..
but whatever it is...
i already sort of kept my word..
"i can try not to contact .. but its not in my control if ...contacts me ok."
.... contacts me all the time.. and its not in my control..

its a SHAME on u that u cant control ur man ok.
dun ask me how many lies that has been told to u..
its ur problem.. deal wif it.