Saturday, March 31, 2007

Don’t freaking piss me off!

As the title suggest….i’m damn piss…its irrelevant kinda piss off..but who cares ..coz I m irrelevant and irrational..and what so ever u can tink of…
Shitty!
How shud I start….
A bunch of ppl were discussing about some lab stuff… maybe I was kepo or smth..but wad the heck..so wad ..i m like dat…SO!...anyways…Miss P. (P coz I realize she likes pink)…was the “head” of discussion…trying to get results bla bla bla….coz her previous capsule testing thingy failed….i noe hers failed….mine did 2..dats y my group had to do it again todai…her group was suppose to do it todai 2…but din..then hafta take other ppls results..nvm…then blab la bla….then I dun rem wad I said but nth bad…I wud say my onli intention was to help (really! Although I m not smart enuff but trying is an effort...and maybe can fish out more info for myself), others wud say I m kepo’ing’….anything…suit urself….
She FREAKING ANSWERED BACK at me saying her capsule failed…..it wasnt wad she said but HOW SHE SAID IT…..FUCKED UP DEFENSIVE!!! Blardy hell!!!!
She made me feel
u r not smart…. U hav no rite to b in this discussion coz u noe nuts
I m smarter than u so shut up
my experiment fail but urs din..so go away… (MINE FAILED 2!)

that’s how I felt..i noe she had no intentions of all of the above at all…. She can be nice…n I’m quite use to her erm…. Straight 4ward”ness” and her aggressiveness and her…. Frequent anxiousness but TODAI…. just not in the mood to b tolerant and b nice and get use to all this KL ppl bullshit…. So ya……she pissed me off…freaking piss me off!!!! Although now I feel betta….but ya piss off…..i wud hav answered back at her…but I din….coz I learn over the yrs that it really wun make a difference…and I din feel like it also….its been along day…n I m hungry….;P


Oh i suddenly rem. smth i did todai..ac. feeling quite bad about it...i was so vulgar...sigh...
was in the library...saw andy looking at google earth finding for his house anen i also wanan find my house anen...more and more ppl from my batch came... i saw my house on the map thingy...damn excited..so i was making alot of noise...more than i should...library ma...then a fren said..do note that i use the word fren ok...he said "shut the fuck up"....then i was piss....so i said "dun ask me to shut the fuck up, u fucker"...yar...so bad rite me...but he triggered me by asking me to shut the fuck up... he cud hav just said shut up....k ler both ar at fault...sooooooooo sooooooooo SORRY!!...k nvm he doesn;t read my blog..but then...feel guilty and..NO i wun apologize real life..coz my EGO wun let me ;P


*do note that this post is to release TEMPORARY ANGER…..bcoz after awhile I just 4get it, thats all..so whoever reading this..that noes who miss P is..whoever ever reading thing..wei yin or whatever…gian wan…. Dun go around saying “hey, did u read michiebun’s blog…about bla bla….”…(I noe gian wan wun)….u noe go around speculating stuff ah bla blab la….plz dun bother…coz its just TEMPORARY OK!

Sigh....So sick of the kiasu attitude here…. I wun denie that I hav like maybe just 10% but others is like 90%..oh whatever

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Its at times like this that I miss my kch frens…sigh!...ok wudn;t brag about them…since vina has been so eng checking my blog all the time..i m not complaining..later her pi kang pong!...not gud…;P

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

MY apologize...

i was brought to notice that alvina koh ing ying is very particular about the spelling in my blog, pointing out to me that its LAPTOP...not LABTOP.....

To alvina koh ing ying:

My deepest, most sincere apology for my spelling error. Any INCONVENIECE is much regreted. Thank you for reminding me about my past spelling error, it was very....NICE of u.

From the one u miss the most,
AHBUN.

MUAHAHAHAHA...kns!!!! i hav bad grammer!!! aiyooooooooo and bad spelling!!! kiew mia ar!!!! ;P yes i spelt volkswagen as boxwagen......ehheheh...yes i suck at this....

i noe u miss me la vina, stop trying to get my attention ma ;P

Monday, March 26, 2007

a whole load to garbage, random tots....

Just damn piss out and stress now….SOOOOOOOOOO STRESS!!!! Freaking stress to the max…blardy hell…then its not like that’s anything new..BUT the “new” thing is that my labtop just DIED….it just had to spoil 4 duno wad reason…when I go sooooooooo many reports to do and my portfolio sum more..shit shit…shit!...i wish I had all the money in the world…I can go to Low Yat now..and just buy one..just like dat…sigh =(
all my things are gone...my pictures....sob sob.... so many u noe!!!!! anen all my work documents..tenk gudnes i "lost" my pendrive and bought a new one thats y i hav a extra copy in my pendrive..ah....but everything else in my comp...uek .... sob feel so heart broken man...hehehe k ler like 60% of heart broken..it wun b right to say it feels like i lost a part of me heheh....
anyways....So troublesome le….no labtop is like…. Losing the onli entertainment I hav…. No more greys… not getting to go online….then going to amelia’s house to lend the labtop…so inconvenient laaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!! No use grumbling….not like the damn labtop will just be ok like dat…aHhhhhhhhhhhhhhh………………..aHhhHhHHHHHHHH………..so pisss….and there was no water in my vista…..wad the hell!!! And I had a test todai… haiyer but then luckily at night got already abuden…smarty pants me just tot do laundry onli ler… later than bath since got water..then 12 wana bath liaw anen BO CHUI!!! Ta me de…..but then aft an hr got water oledi…ah..talk about everything running smoothly bah….shit….
Things better b gud man this few days…although dun hav my labtop.. sigh sigh…
“God…plz sent an angel to touch my comp and…RELIVE it...”…”God, can u make x’mas earlier so sum kind soul buy me a labtop”….er….ok that’s all rubbish…;P

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(hokkien time)
tenks lu lang that ka wa celebrate my bday..of coz wif Sharon and Eugenie….ane touch leh….ok not that touch…but it was nice =)
anyways…chin na sien wif chia eh lang liaw…happens every sem….oh well….
Is it e lang eh kuan? Is it just wa beh song them? Is it just bias….thinking wa lang east m’sians ta tiok eh kak ho?...i duno…
But kong chin chia eh lang eh kak selfish….lu eh chi tiok bo?? Hmmm…..
Some also very bo kuan..ahhHhh….. ah pa lok ki nia…kns abuden..tolok eh tang….keh chi eh e lang kio e lang eh ta ker lai..then ..bye bye to ahbun lo =(
So if wa si liaw…lu lang eh skip class and poi teng ki kuching just for wa eh funeral??? Would u guys??? Will u eva??!?!? Will u ruby ong?? Will u seng???...so is any1 gona like say sum speech like how gud I m…and sob while u do that…eheheheh…ok nvm..its stupid to think of my own death..like how my funeral would b like…but then… u noe me..full of rubbish ;P

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

personality test....

its all raph's and amanda's (eva's sis) fault..suppse to study....but read their blogs anen end up doing a personality test INSTEAD....hehehe..but it was interesting..more interesting than immuno of coz..the 1st personality test taken that is quite accurate....QUITE accurate... some points are UNTRUE.... hehehhe... shud go take the test here "http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx" <-- duno how to do the link kinda stuff ;P sori ler...i'm technology idiot k...

anyways, the test results is below....

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Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

* yes i m straightforward..but efficient problem solver?? if i was then i wun always end up in deep shit!

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

* TRUE.....but... attractive person in many ppl's eyes...HELLO...then y m i still single now??

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

*this whole thing is UNTRUE....flirt n behave seductively....the sound of that makes me wanna puke already!!...admirers hanging off ur arms....mana...di mana...??? sound like sas if so many guys but duno which one to choose....*faint* dun hav choice pun now...how to pick!

Your views on education:Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

*Agree

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

*Agree

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

*Agree

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

*Somewhat agree

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

*bLeH

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interesting leh... comments?? anything 2 add?? hehehehe...

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

organ donation??

i got an organ donation card!!!! nth much to brag about....BUT....its not like every1 hav...its like having a REAL Loius Vuitton (LV) bag....like not every1 has it that kinda thing....get it? but of coz my organ donation card is more valuable then sum suku LV bag coz when i die it'll still b useful and the bag will b there rotting...and worst...not biogradable....;P hiak..i get it for free and its so useful to every1 else.... donating my liver, kidney, lungs, bones and heart... if everything is healthy at least i'm doing good to 5 people....=) k enuff of showing off....
hmm even if nth is healthy....and i dun donate anything at least its better than an LV bag coz i din hafta pay tons for it....
Y m i comparing a organ donation card to a LV bag? i duno....just came to mind....;P


=)

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Sniff Sniff....

aHhHHhhH......i wanna die oledi……dying……. Dying...... todai is one of the “y m i in bpharm days” and “y can;t i b rich and b in mpharm days”...oh whatever.....
dying bcoz I hav 2 and a half portfolios to be done in one week coz the stupid 2nd portfolio review is this fri…. anen..the bio tech and the pharmaceutics test sucked….if I noe dun need to study at all la….and the pharmaceutics paper….damn kek sim… dun wanna explain in detail… its like some ques…. I noe the answer but I can’t answer it…coz of the way the silly lecturer but the ques. Haiyer..mai kong jiu si….uekkkkkkkkkkk si kui sin seh!!!! Oh…and immunology and complementary medicine test is coming and I haven touched it……NEVER TOUCHED IT…. Now I’m beginning to wonder what I have been doing in the beginning of the semester…hmmm shopping??? But how can u not shop when cny is here….anen the freaking time table..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…………. shit shit shit…. This is the sacrifice of being not so rich and not get jpa to b in mpharm…but to think about it again if u were to giv me money and ask me to pick between bpharm n mpharm… I will pick bpharm…coz….. its we learn more things..and we hav csu n we hav pbl…and the only disadvantage is not going to UK and pay 7 times more for everything and not experiencing snow..and not seeing a lot of ang mohs which I dun quite care coz I’ve seen more then enuff when I was in lodge and…ya that’s about it…sorry daphne…;P *trying to comfort myself coz I m bo lui lang, ok*…..

although although although so the very stress in imu…. Interesting things sometimes do happen like erm…. Ehhehe…like saya hilang pendrive saya…512mb…anen saya sangat sedih anen I put that msg up on msn messenger but saya lupa that bapa saya ada msn messenger tetapi dia tidak tahu read malay so…. Muahaha…. Anyways, therefore saya pergi beli pendrive 1gb yang baru….anen a few days ago miss chia woon msg me n said she found it in her house!!!!! Oleh itu, saya ade dua……….
Hehehehhe…. Aiyer actually I went to her house to get grey;s anatomy from her buy then I cudn;t find my pendrive…I tink I was busy talking to her and I took it out but I din noe…but then i hafta talk coz I m me…how can one not talk.....uek…feel so bad now that I ask teoh to help me find it in mph5 when it as in chia woon;s house all along….pai seh pai seh….

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CNY OVERRRRRRRRRRRRR…………..sigh…I wish it din come yet so I cud look 4ward to it..now theres nth to look 4ward to…dreading the exams…ah..kui miaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa……………
When talk about cny…..the summary is….. gambling, black jack, 11 to 6 mahjong, eating non-stop…sleeping…..and not studying…and I m 54kg….thus fatter….rounder….looking shorter….wearing heels dun make a different and makes me walk slower..so y bother… and….and….. I ate Korean food sorta like the 1st time…so abit sa kai…eh no…I did eat Korean food b4 but it was ages….in kuching n it sucked….anyways…Korean food yesterday was nice…like can c the food like in the Korean movies…abuden because of Korean food…I m broke….
U c broke fat and bf-LESS ….and also..knowlege-LESS……its about time I start burying myself…alive…..uek….hehehehe….

Pics of cny… pics are worth a thousand words…is that the rite phrase….hmmm..maybe not but it sounds …cool? Kekeke…whatever….


stanley...our very own yearly "chai sen yeh"

u c every1 bz earning money =) me 2
tong to long tong chiang!

whole nite of mahjong at ruby's place
my ah kong say PEACE!!..so cute...
the last time we took a photo at the sorta the same place was....around 17 years ago....
wa lang lau liaw....sob..

hehehe..so excited leh...=)

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This is a weird post….hmm like every other post…very no n-directional…ok in short very crappy…SO…SO….SO WAD…;P this is my blog mer…wan to write ..write wad ler….
Heard around that sum1 "interesting" has been reading blogs of people from bpharm….seniors as well…its interesting how some people are so free…nth else better to do…. I hav no idea whether he reads my blog… but I really dun care really…. Its either he is caring and wanna c whether we hav any difficulties in our life so that he can HELP US…or he is just just just very "interested in our lives"…but it is our life and it is our blog so we can do and write anything we want….as long as it doesn’t affect imu so who is he to care…..but u noe if his comments are valuable to us later in life..but we just dun c it rite now…so just bring it on mister!!! ;p
IF this person reads my blog…hmmm wud I b in deep shit…hmm…wondering…anyways…. bleh.... this person cud b any1..so any1 whoever what-so-ever who ever linking who ever ever to who ever's blog bla bla...dun b so perasan...coz the world does revolve around u...so it is not bout YOU...ok??? i duno...;P

anyways,
To whoever this person might b (if u tink its u...then it u....if u tink its him...then it will b him, whatever) : if u r reading this….welcome to my blog…sori if there are words that my sound harsh or some u dun understand at all…coz its me n I m like dat…no I wun b so harsh to my patients so there is nth to worry about and yes bpharm tot me smth..sort of..and if u do hav any VALUABLE VALUABLE COMMENTS…..plz do post it up here….=) tenk u…. as for NOT SO valuable comments…. I dun mind too…I’m open to any comments coz just like the knowledge I gain….it all comes in one ear and goes out the other..so no hard feelings =)….

p/s: this blog has been edited THREE TIMES....b'coz my darling steph, made me panic tinking i will b in trouble...true dun wan to che su also...not so eng wanna choi su... suddenly feel so not like me coz dun wanna choi su....hehehe...tenks steph....*MUahz* ehheeh...

Sigh...

me, myself and my notes....